Kicking cancer's ass - day 254

Today Hubby left for a much-needed (and much deserved!) overnight trip to the casino with his brother.  He has carried so much on his shoulders for so long....between the burden of my cancer and holding down the fort at work while his brother/partner works out of town and the ordeal with his tongue and now trying to recover from bronchitis.....yeah, I'd say he's earned a break.

Last night, though, while lying in bed, I realized that this will be the first night we've spent apart since d-day.  I don't know why that freaks me out, but it does.  More than I want to admit.  I know I'm a needy, dependent wife, but I'm usually fine solo.  And it's very rare that he does anything just for him, so I don't begrudge him that at all.  I hope he's having a good time and is able to de-stress a little.  I guess I just feel a little like Linus without his blanket.

Nothing much to do except: