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Sunday, February 28, 2021

Kicking Cancer's Ass - day 2713

 

God bless America.

I have a lot to say and I can't say it on social media because a) many of my family and friends disagree with me, which will result in a verbal attack (because that's what happens when you disagree with someone on politics these days) and/or b) I will be censored.

This post is about MY beliefs in what is and has been going on in America.  Whether you agree with me or not, whether you believe it or not, I want to share.  I want to share, mostly because I have SO MUCH anxiety and feel SO STRONGLY about everything and have no outlet for it, but also because I want this post to be date-stamped so I can go back and say "I told you so."

(The font I'm using is called "Righteous".  Is that not.... RIGHTEOUS?!?!??!)


Donald J Trump is my president.  Yes, I scoffed at all of my friends who protested "not my president" for four years, and now I'm doing the same.  I admit it.  Don't tell me to "get over it"  Don't tell me we need "unity".  Don't tell me we have to "move on".  Did the anti-Trumpers do any of that?  At any moment in the last four years, did that happen??  The Democrats tried to convict President Trump in an impeachment trial AFTER HE WAS NO LONGER IN OFFICE!!!  How is that "moving on"?  I do not say that Biden is not my president simply because I'm upset because he won.  I'm declaring that Joe Biden is not my president simply because he DID NOT WIN.  

You want proof?  Do some research on Sidney Powell.  She has a ton of evidence.  Read Patrick Byrne's book on Amazon.  The Deep Rig.  There were illegal votes, lost votes, switched votes, duplicate votes, DEAD PEOPLE votes.  I even heard of a university student whose service dog was mailed a ballot because he was listed as a "student" in order for her to be able to bring him on campus.  

Why don't people want to know the truth?  Why don't they want to see that many states had more votes than registered voters?  Almost 200,000 of them in Pennsylvania alone.  Why don't they want to see that state politicians and judges illegally changed voting procedures, some right before election day, instead of following constitutional law and going through state legislatures?  Fulton County, Georgia, had 2000 ballots from people who no longer reside there.  That's ILLEGAL!  I read a report today about Dominion machines and fraud.  Wanna read?  Antrim County Michigan Forensics Report


There is no way that this election map proves that Joe Biden won the election.  Before the states mysteriously stopped counting on election night, before suitcases of ballots were pulled out from under tables, before hundreds of thousands of votes were SWITCHED on live tv from Trump to Biden (there are many, many videos and screen shots to prove this), Trump was on track to win by a landslide.  German news reported that before the Dominion servers were seized, Trump had 410 electoral votes.  

Biden won 509 counties and Trump won 2,547 counties.  I realize the counties Biden won were largely urban, but I find it really, really far fetched that Biden had over 80 MILLION votes in only 1/6 of the nation's counties.  If that's true, then our election system was set up to fail from the beginning.   Because that means the result of the presidential election is decided by New York, Los Angeles, Washington DC, Seattle, Detroit, Philadelphia and Atlanta.  Anyone not living in a big city obviously has no voice.

Tell me this.... have you EVER seen any state stop counting ballots on a presidential election night?  They just stopped.... for several hours... and then magically started back up.  And when they started counting again, 90% of the votes from that point on were for Biden.  How many statistical impossibilities have to happen before it's declared impossible?

Tell me this... have you EVER seen a candidate's vote count, ANY candidate's vote count, actually GO DOWN during counting?  EVER?  There were several instances in several states where Biden's vote count significantly increased and Trump's vote count significantly decreased AT THE SAME TIME and BY THE EXACT SAME NUMBER OF VOTES.

That just doesn't happen.  You can argue with me until you run out of air, but I will never believe you.  IT. DOES. NOT. HAPPEN.

There is no evidence, you say.  The courts wouldn't hear the cases because it's not true, you say.  WRONG.  The entire government is corrupt.  Even the Supreme Court.  Watch.  Just because you don't see it on CNN or Fox News doesn't mean it's not true.  

SCOTUS did a great disservice to tens of millions of Americans by choosing not to hear any election-related cases or look at the evidence.  Politics has no place in law.  The Supreme Court should not have let political bias affect their decisions.  But they did.



I believe COVID-19 was created and released as biological warfare.  I do not believe it originated from bats and "accidentally" got out.  It was purposely released, and it was purposely done so during this election year.  In October of 2020, Biden mentions how President Trump is not prepared for a pandemic.  It's almost like he could predict the future!  I wouldn't think a pandemic would be the usual fodder discussed in a political race.  I believe Dr. Fauci 100% knew about it and was even complicit in the development in that Wuhan lab.  He can tell me to wear 10 masks... I don't believe him.  I don't like him.  I don't trust him.

I believe that Dr Fauci is as corrupt as anyone.  He had/has a vested interest in the COVID-19 virus and the lab it was created in.  He is not only the highest paid medical professional but the highest paid FEDERAL EMPLOYEE in the nation. 

I believe that the CDC does not know it's head from its ass.  I'm tired of hearing how COVID-19 is a mysterious, unpredictable virus and that it's a fluid situation.  Those are just words they toss out to cover themselves when they got something wrong or need to change their minds about something.  Over the past year they have repeatedly changed the numbers, saying they purposely inflated the death count.  


2020 had roughly the same amount of deaths in the United States as the previous year.  Look at that chart.  LOOK AT IT.  Straight from the CDC web site.  Do those look like pandemic numbers????  If they do, why haven't we been in a pandemic for the last ten years, since the death rate has been virtually the same?  Do you know how many hospitalizations the US reported in 2020 for the flu?  Under 200!!!!!!!!!!  For the entire country!  Wow!  COVID magically cured the flu!  

Florida pretty much lifted COVID restrictions completely.  Florida is doing fantastic, while cases are still rising in other states.  What's the secret??  Maybe lockdowns DON'T WORK!

Before you completely lose your mind, I am NOT saying that the virus isn't real.  I had it.  My hubby had it.  His father had it.  My friend had it.  What I *am* saying is that it's not a pandemic.  I am a cancer survivor with lymphedema and Lyme disease.  Hubby is a former smoker with high blood pressure and high cholesterol.  His dad was 84 years old when he contracted it.  My friend has no thyroid.  You know what?  WE ALL RECOVERED.  Was it fun?  Absolutely not.  Do people die from it?  Of course.  I'm not arguing that.  What I AM arguing is that COVID-19 is worth ruining our country for.  We have basically been shut down for almost a year.  The economy was in the toilet (after seeing many of the best years ever).  Patients in hospitals and nursing homes are suffering and dying... alone... because of COVID restrictions.  Schools have shut down.  Businesses have closed.  Jobs have been lost.  And for what?  Almost the same amount of people died in 2019, yet nothing was shut down.  

IT. MAKES. NO. SENSE.

I'm terrified of the vaccine.  Google Bill Gates and "depopulation".  I don't know why people are so enthusiastically getting injected with a vaccine that was fast-tracked in less than a year, for a virus that has greater than 99% survival rate.



Supposedly the virus doesn't mean you can't spread the virus. 
Let's play a little Q & A:

Q. Did you take the Covid vaccine?
A: Yes. 

Q. Do you know that you can still get Covid?
A. Yes.

Q. Do you know that you can still spread Covid to others?
A. Yes. 

Q. So you know that you still have to wear a mask (or two!) and social distance?
A. Yes.

Q. Then why did you take the vaccine?
A. [Silence]

Q. Did you take the vaccine because you knowingly wanted to modify your DNA?
A. I did not know that. I did not read up on the vaccine before I took it. Does it really do that???

Moral of this story: When you are given the right to choose, educate yourself so that you can choose wisely.

Moving on...


Have you seen that file before?  I have.  Everyone scoffed at "conspiracy theorists" when they said the government covered up 9/11.  According to this indictment that was declassified last month, the government didn't cover up 9/11.  They orchestrated it.


I know you are either really with me on this or you are TOTALLY against me and feel like maybe I need my mental health evaluated.  Trust me, I am of sound mind.  


Main stream media is a fake.  They are all corrupt.  Did you know that MSM is owned by big tech?  

 "As of September 2020, the 6 media giants are ATT (bought Time Warner), CBS, Comcast, Disney, News Corp (the parent company of Fox News), and Viacom"

I don't know how many times I've heard  "I didn't see that on the news" or "that's not what the news said."  Ya think??  WAKE UP!  They are feeding you lies that fit their agenda.  Governor Andrew Cuomo has a giant nursing home COVID death scandal going on right now so he is all over the news, real and fake.  The two sexual harrassment complaints against him.... none of the main stream media outlets are covering that at all.

Watch this short video from an Arizona News anchor who grew tired of the gaslighting that is prevalent everywhere in the media:


READ THIS RIGHT HERE ↓↓↓↓


Look at what happened on Jan 6th at the Capitol.  MSM was quick to point the blame and crucify Trump supporters (and Trump himself).  They were even calling for Trump supporters to be labeled "domestic terrorists".  And yet the nominee for attorney general claims the Antifa attack on the federal courthouse in Portland was not domestic terrorism.... because it was nighttime.  ??????????????????????????????

So back to Jan 6th..... guess what?  In the following days and weeks, information began to trickle out about Antifa and BLM members infiltrating the rally, dressing as Trump supporters.  They were helped by the Capitol police.  They were ESCORTED in!  They are seen socializing inside the Capitol with law enforcement.  They were PAID by CNN, ABC and other news networks... tens of thousands of dollars.  This is not a lie.


If you think President Trump is the enemy, you are sorely mistaken.  He was the only man who was willing to stand up to the corrupt government and big tech giants who have completely overtaken our country by pushing their own agendas.  Everyone who has spent a lifetime in Washington has lined their pockets with millions of dollars, and yet President Trump LOST half his net worth while in office at the same time donating his salary.  Yet HE'S the enemy of the people?  




But wait... there's more....


Do you know who Julian Assange is?  If not, go do your research.  And not on CNN or Fox News.  He is a whistleblower and he knows a LOT of information about a LOT of people, and those people do NOT want that truth heard.  


I believe Hillary Rodham Clinton is a traitor.  Look up "Adrenochrome" and go down that rabbit hole.  I dare you.  

I believe Barack Obama is an illegitimate president  who was not born in the United States and I believe he's a traitor.  (And I'm honest enough to say I voted for him... the first time)

I believe Bill Gates is evil, and anyone taking medical advice from him is a moron.

I believe Michelle Obama is a man ("Big Mike").  Keep scrolling for more pictures.


I believe Mike Pence is a traitor.  Why else would he certify the fraudulent election results AGAINST his own President?  

I believe John Kerry is a traitor.  There is proof that he, and other Obama/Biden administration officials colluded with Iran when meeting with its foreign minister during the Trump administration.  Is that not treason?

I believe Mitch McConnell, Nancy Pelosi, Chuck Shumer and Adam Schiff are traitors.
I believe several of the Supreme Court justices have been compromised, including John Roberts.  Roberts was recorded discussing Justice Scalia’s successor before the date of his sudden death. How did he know Scalia was going to die?  There are also reports that Roberts arranged an illegal adoption of two young children from Wales through Jeffrey Epstein.  Have you seen Jeffery Epstein's flight logs?  I have.

I believe Joe Biden is a corrupt pedophile and a traitor.
I also believe the "Joe Biden" we are seeing is either a senile old man who has had too much plastic surgery or a very bad body double.  He looks nothing like the Joe Biden from even a few years ago.  His ears are different.  His smile is different.  Even his eye color is different!




Our country is going to hell... and quickly.  Big companies like Coke and Under Armour force their employees to attend "anti-white" training.  McDonalds policy is to hire anyone BUT white people for corporate positions.  A Boston school district is removing its advanced classes because the students are all white or Asian.  How is any of THIS not considered racist against white people?!?!??!  

The liberal Democrats and their big money backers want to eliminate whites and genders.  The nominee to lead Biden's health department is an overweight transgender man. 

NOBODY in the current administration will answer questions about anything.  Joe Biden simply walks away when he doesn't want to answer.  The afore-mentioned Health dept nominee repeated the same response to every question by Senator Rand Paul... "If I am confirmed to this position I will be happy to come to your office to discuss this."   All you have to do is watch ONE White House press conference and see how many times Jen Psaki "ums" or "uhs" or says she will have to "circle back".  And this is with PRE-APPROVED questions!  Now they are supposed to start charging the press $170 for access.  

Does it not concern anyone that they want to keep the public and the press away from the administration????

They are totally against "the wall" that President Trump's admininstration was building.  They are all about gun control and restrictions.  And yet.... they (in the Capitol) are surrounded by walls (fences) and guns (soldiers).   The hypocrisy and double standard is unreal, and if you can't see it, you are blind.  BLIND.


I have more to say, so I may update this post in the days to come, but here's some food for thought...


Did you read that?  She doesn't care about you.  Your family's financial well-being is meaningless to her.  






So child porn on Twitter is acceptable, but tweets by the President of the United States are not.  Got it.  


Can you read the name on that credit card?  Malia Obama.  Know where that picture came from?  Hunter Biden's laptop.  






If you made it all the way through today's post, congratulations.  As this is MY blog, these are MY thoughts.  Maybe I'm way off base on most or all of the things I talked about.  Maybe I'm not.  Either way, I hope maybe I opened your eyes to see that all things are not always what they seem, or what you're told they are. 
 

I am not trying to convince you that I am right or you are wrong.  I do not judge you for your beliefs.  I ask that you don't judge me for mine.  
What has always made America the best country in the world is that despite it's diversity, we are "one nation, under God".   God bless America. 

Thursday, February 4, 2021

Kicking Cancer's Ass - day 2689

 

Three years ago today, the best friend I'd ever had gained her angel wings and went to live with Jesus.  It was a glorious day for her, but one of the saddest days of my life.

I know I often repost things that were written and posted previously on my blog, but that's because sometimes I said it just right the first time.  Here's something worth repeating, to honor my Trudester.



Teary-eyed from her husband's eulogy, I gathered my courage, stood up and gave my own.  In front of a lot (a LOT!) of people (Trudy was something special) - people I didn't know, friends I haven't seen in decades, family I've known most of my life - I spoke from the heart and thanked Trudy for a friendship that nourished and refreshed my soul.


I met Trudy on the first day of junior high.  We were instant friends, inseparable from that day on.  I have so many memories that Trudy was a part of.... passing notes in school, sleepovers, trips to the mall, Friday night roller skating, cruising in her mom's blue Camaro, going to baseball games with her dad and Uncle Joe, so many different concerts over the years.  We went on beach vacations with each other’s families.  We even got our first jobs (at the same store) on the same day when we were 16.   We were at each other’s houses more than we were at our own.  We celebrated marriages (and I don’t care what Rich Sperl says, I take the credit for getting Trudy and Todd together!)

We celebrated babies.   Being a wife and mom was all she ever wanted to do.  I’m so blessed that even though life took us in different directions, we ended up back in some of the same places, too.  I only lived a few hours from her when she had Zachary.  Two years later they were stationed in Abilene when I had my son.  I went to San Antonio to be with Zac when Jenna was born, and Trudy came to visit me the next year when I had my baby girl.  
I've never used the term "best friend" regarding anyone except Trudy.  We may have lived far apart, but she was never far from my heart.  A few years ago Trudy gave me this necklace I’m wearing.  It says “Wherever you are, it’s your friends that make your world.”  Trudy’s friendship has made my world for most of my life.  She's the Thelma to my Louise.  We've shared love and heartache, fun and excitement, laughter and tears.  We even fought cancer together.
The name Trudy means "universal strength".  That’s so fitting.  Trudy is my hero.  She showed me the way when I had to walk in her shoes.  She never complained, she was never dramatic.... she’d just take what life threw at her and then move on.  She was the strongest, sweetest, funniest friend with the most beautiful heart.
Trudy left us far too soon, but hers was a life well lived.  This is a celebration of that life.  Military wife, school volunteer, Girl Scout cookie mom, swim team mom, walking partner, listening ear…. Whatever hat she wore, she was always the same amazing girl who was my best friend for 33 years.  Trudy was someone you could count on, and she was always up for anything.  So many things about her deserve to be celebrated:  her strength, her compassion, her loyalty, her fun-loving spirit, her faith, her love of family.  Sometimes you don’t realize how the little things in your life may impact someone else.  I will never think of Pepsi, Jolly Cow, popcorn at Target, Disney, road trips, scary movies, Carvel ice cream cakes, chocolate cake at Denny's, Ocean Isle Beach or the movie Top Gun without thinking of Trudy.  The 4th of July in Saugerties will never be the same for me, and I promise to toast her at Pizza Star every summer.   
I went to visit Trudy in Virginia last week.  It was my honor to spend some of her last days with her.  Late one night while I sat there watching her sleep, I made a promise to her.  The only way I could think to honor her was by doing what she did…..so I promised to live a life well lived.  I promised to make the most of every moment, like she did. 
When i walked into her hospice room last Friday morning, Todd asked her if she knew what that day was.   Trudy smiled and said "It’s Michelle's birthday".  Of course.  Of course Trudy would remember that it was my birthday.  Then she and Todd sang Happy Birthday to me.  I will never forget that moment.  It was the best birthday present I’ve ever gotten.  Before I had left the night before, I’d put my phone up to her ear and played Wind Beneath My Wings.  She was sleeping, but the next morning, my birthday morning, she told me that she heard it. 

There has never been a time, since I was 11 years old, that Trudy was not a part of my life.
I want to smile because of all of the years I had her in my life, not cry because there won't be more.
Trudy, you are the wind beneath my wings... Thank you for being my friend.  Thank you for being you.  


Mom and I finished the day toasting Trudy at Pizza Star with her husband and her kids.  Pizza and Pepsi - just for Trude.